Christchurch Ima just leave this post that got WPD nuked in the first place, right here. This place isnt going anywhere, have fun everyone.

Maybe it reminds you that at any second, no matter who you are, your time can be cut short just because someone had a bad day. Never had to be your fault, you were just there at the wrong time. And honestly knowing that, does make me grateful. Because out of a trillion chances, we gained consciousness and it can cut the next day.

The thing about livestreams like this is that it just makes it so much more real and raw. Like you see police body cams and don’t feel as much because there are cops everywhere, but when it’s a livestream with a GoPro it’s so much easier to imagine yourself being one of the victims, like this could just happen to you at any point. I’m usually fine watching these as long as there’s no gore but this one and the Buffalo one make me feel sick.

😂 that job may suit you well. You’d never be out of business. But I agree. I’ve never killed other that ants and roaches and mice and spiders. However, there is something about watching that calms me down. Maybe the reminder of, not knowing when or how but your time will come. Also, it’s a learning experience. These people just pile up against each other because they don’t know what to do to be safe in situations like this. They panic and get themselves killed. They go into shock right away. I think watching will keep you from brain farting in a Monet like this, you will be filled with adrenaline instead of going into shot if your heart is used to watching death. And may be able to respond better. Idk. I’ve only been in two shootings and made it out of both.