Animator kills himself with a shotgun (it was blocked out by the victim, so only audio is played during the suicide.)

It’s irrational to believe that every single event is “poisoned” per say. It would also be irrational to just stop eating, and you are really trying to bend the metaphor with that one. The point I was conveying here really doesn’t require such a complex analogy. The point is much more simple, you seek out the good in life, and avoid the bad, I formed a metaphor just to help convey this idea in a simple way. Truth is, the weak in this world get weeded out, chucked away, made to mentally starve, they fall into the trap of a depressive state, which waters down the good, and makes it seem as though life is only formed of the bad. If you truly want change, and truly hate the state that you are within, the life you now live, you can take one of two approaches to such; 1) Give in, don’t put up any fight at all, go out like hopeless prey. 2) Fight and build up a defensive mentality, reach the point in life that you dream of. How do you put up such a fight? You firstly make change. If everyday feels like shite, then change is clearly required. Just as if you have a car which breaks down almost every day, you shouldn’t keep driving it over and over, you should get it serviced and fixed - and most definitely not just end it all, and ditch it on the side of the road. The change is something in which I can’t really define to you, I don’t know your situation, you can tell me if you’d like, but it’s yourself that holds the knowledge over such. Now it may not work at first, and you will struggle, let’s say you don’t have the money to fix your car, you try to fix it yourself, it might not work, so you try something new, again and again, eventually, if you do the right things, it will be fixed. This represents that it may not be as easy to make change in life than as is for others, and there is a lot of trial and error involved, but given a chance at fixing your life up, why not take it? Anyone who is truly desperate for a betterment to life should not, by all accounts of rationality and logic, give up this chance. As I say, the weak give in, the strong fight. Nobody is bound by this weakness, and everybody can grow to a level of mental strength. Some absolutely have it harder than others, but what good would a life without a great challenge be? I for one can say that projects in which require a tonne of effort feel so much more accomplishing once complete. Keep struggling on, I promise you’ll get your car fixed, and if not, we’ll at least you went out with a fight, at least you went out trying. Think it’s impossible, I’ll tell you it as simple as could be, from my own personal experience - it’s not. It’s very tough, very difficult, but if you want it enough, you’ll get there.