Russian girl kills herself due to unrequited love

Ima tell this to everyone,no matter if it’s been years,NEVER FUCKEN KILL YOURSELF FOR SOME MAN OR CHICK,there’s billions of people out there and just know someone out there will treat you better just have to give it a chance so glad my mind it’s blessed with “oh well time to move on” lol

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It must be mental illness, no one, no matter how upset they are over one single person not liking them romantically can kill themselves for that reason unless they have severe depression or a mental illness that makes them less stable. If you see someone in your life that hung up on one person, keep an eye on their mental health.

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What about those who are married and got married in the Catholic church. Damned if you do damned if you don't. If you kys you go to hell. If you get a divorce you don't go to heaven. Lately I feel my life is so fucked tbh. I don't think I will kill myself, but I can see myself OD to numb the pain I feel everyday. I had my own business (still do but it's in the gutter) I lost my beautiful C300 car, I'm 36 and all I have left is turning to shit. So much can change in a year. At some point I stopped giving thanks to God and now he has taken it all from me. I wish I can wake up from this nightmare but I know I am already awake. I feel like I self sabotage everything good in my life. I'm posting all of this because I have nobody or nowhere else to post it and talk about it. I don't expect anybody here to care or anybody to reach out and ask id I'm okay. Value the good you have in your life and don't stop giving Him praise.

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I've buried two daughters both of my parents a boyfriend of 4 years both of my adult sons are bipolar schizophrenic now I'm disabled I need three spinal fusions I can only stand for 5 minutes at a time I've been stuck in my house for years I don't have medical coverage I've had to file for disability and my brother that I really don't even like showed up at my doorstep it's paralyzed from two strokes and one of my sons live with me. When people think they have it bad I'm like dude try having my life f****** sucks! Not a penny to my name no car etc etc I take my antidepressants though everyday and it does keep me from you know unaliving myself. I tell myself when how bad my life is starts to creep into my thoughts I say not today Satan not today b****. And I hum a song or I'll tell a joke or I'll smile about something stupid. I think if all of these things have not taken me out almost at the age of 60 I'll be damned if I'm going to end my life now if I'm letting this s*** take me down! I'm single by choice I kept picking men like my father and then 10 years ago around the age of 50 I thought how about you stop doing that to stop dating for a while and I enjoyed it so much I never started dating again my relationships were pure hell so the moral of all of this whining is don't let this get you down don't let it keep you down I should say. I always say one day at a time you never know what tomorrow might bring I used to do drugs and drink to numb my pain all it does is make your life miserable drink and drugs are the main reason for your life being pure hell so how about you knock that s*** off stop feeling sorry for yourself get the f****** and do something good for yourself go for a walk go swimming go hang out with your friends quit thinking about how shity of your life is and appreciate it I don't need a big fine car or a big fine house I've got a roof over my head family that loves me food in my tummy in my house is paid off. I'm on food stamps I don't give a s*** that's what it's there for I just filed for disability and hopefully I'll get approved and then maybe I can have my surgery but for right now I'm not going to let drugs or alcohol take me out I make myself get up out of bed and I do whatever I can possibly do that the Lord will allow me to do that day and then I always say tomorrow is going to be better. So I'm not trying to be rude but stop feeling sorry for yourself stop the drugs before you do overdose and think about the people that love you that their lives would be ruined if you did overdose and die THE END

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You should go on X Factor with a backstory like that

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Thank you for sharing your story! If it helps even one person, it matters. May your health improve!

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I tried do and now that I think about I’m so happy that it didn’t work out, but unfortunately in big emotions you don’t really think

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