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a big 🖕 to to the so-called reporter, "Talia Jane," who felt it was necessary to not only blur it, but slap her stupid @ on the video as a watermark. thankfully with the power of love and friendship, the uncensored version has found its way onto the internet
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-immolation_of_Aaron_Bushnell
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Matsudo City, Chiba Prefecture, Japan
Two 16yo Japanese highschool girls, one of them allegedly pregnant, have livestreamed their suicide on 12th of April 2023.
The suicide is said to be related to love affairs where the girls have failed to win the heart of their "senpai" who is a famous Japanese cosplay livestreamer.
Autopsy efforts are on the way to find out the father of the child which died with the 16yo young mother.
The girls (the first girl is 16, she has a Twitter account that is still up, where she posted her final goodbye)
The cosplay livestreamer (https://twitter.com/pyascal3640)
Apparently besides being a cosplay livestreamer he was also a host at a host bar, where he met the girl(s)
Following the suicides, he posted this on Twitter:
My girlfriend committed suicide.
She jumped off a rooftop holding hands with her friend.
She was a listener. We exchanged dm's everyday and I fell in love with her. After a while we started dating and getting to know each other better.
She was dying in her room until she found me on social media. She saw me on video, got inspired, and decided to live again. I was everything to her.
I had been making her feel insecure because I was a host in my activities.
We would sometimes argue, and every time we argued, I would see a side of her that I didn't like.
I told her that I would distance myself from her.
She called me the day before yesterday and said, "I will die if you are gone. I've already come to Tokyo to die. I decided to meet with her in person the next day and convince her that I really needed some time away.
She desperately denied it. I tried to convince her in tears that it was a busy time for her with her birthday festival coming up and that she had a lot of anxiety and it was mentally difficult for her. Gradually she calmed down and agreed. When we parted, she said, "I want to be with you.
She said, "I want to have sex with you.
I refused.
When I learned that she had jumped, I called the police and told them that I wanted to turn myself in. Later, a detective came and told me that I was innocent.
I broke down in tears.
I broke down in tears. I felt really stupid for not being able to stop her from committing suicide right in front of me.
If only I had been able to give her a hug at that time, maybe she would still be alive.
I thought about dying too. However, I just cried and cried and cried again when I remembered her.
To be honest, I wish I could die soon and go to be with her. I don't think she will forgive me. Even so, I want to see her again and give her a hug.
Every time I think of her face, I want to die.
I don't know if I will be able to live, but I will carry this unforgivable sin on my shoulders, and I will spend the rest of my life atoning for the sins I think I have committed.
I am very sorry to the bereaved families, the people involved, and everyone who has supported me, for betraying your expectations.
THX to @kkdvivivi for the background info
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18+ 🇺🇦Transcarpathian deputy exploded several grenades during a session meeting, - National Police According to the police, during a session meeting in the building of the Keretskovsky village council of the Mukachevo region, one of the deputies detonated grenades. As a result of the explosion, he himself died, another 26 people were injured, 6 of them in serious condition.
RUS CRIMINAL The most military-criminal channel on Telegram🚨
guy commits suicide 
by drug overdose 
live on Discord, his parents find his body 3 days later 
while still in call
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date: 26/28 April 2023 to 30 April 2023, 12:10 Moscow 
Time
name: Artyom (perhaps Artyom Kyznetsov or Artyom Prukhin)
₊ʚ ᗢ₊✧ ﾟ.
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I'm really sorry for the sound effects and song i don't know who added it, i found this video on twitter a while back and still had it in my photos.
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He set his twitter profile to have his suicide date lmao https://twitter.com/depriv3d_sucks
rip 
btw u guys should follow me
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Who is she?
Rorochan_1999 was the online alias of a 14 year old girl, who seemed to struggle with a variety of mental health issues, and she appeared to be quite lonely. She started livestreaming on platforms such as FC2, Niconico, TwitCast, and Ustream in 2012. She would do a variety of things like studying, singing, dancing and playing the piano and is even rumored to have streamed herself running in the middle of traffic, avoiding speeding cars or standing on the edge of tall height buildings. There were many implications of neglect, so she used the internet to escape. She lived a double life of being a normal middle school girl, to being a streamer behind closed doors, family and friends unknowing.
Archive 1: Livestream from Nov 1, 2013
The video starts with her playing "Rudolph the red nosed reindeer" on the piano. She plays a variety of different notes, some are even disturbing to listen to, hearing the distress in the way she played. According to a native Japanese speaker in the comments of an analysis video of the situation, Roro was singing a song from the anime Minky Momo, an anime knowing for a dark ending where the protagonist died via a car crash despite it being a kids show. Rorochan_1999 had the character as her profile picture. After she sings the song from the anime, she appears to read the comments of the livestream and then shortly after have a mental breakdown. She seems to be repeating the word "daite" over and over while laughing or crying. "Daite" directly translates to hug/hold me, however with the Japanese language, context of situations change the meaning of things said. While it is speculated she was repeating "mother, hold me", that same native Japanese speaker discussed what she was saying toward the end was actually likely to be sexual in nature. She had purposely labeled her livestreams sexually as well.
Archive 2: Livestream, unknown date
In the video, she has a bag over her head to hide her face. She is seen recording herself in a mirror and wearing a robe while whispering things. She is seen hyperventilating and swinging her head furiously around the camera in a disturbing strange manner.
Her final and suicide livestream : "暗黒" November 24th, 2013
At 2:44 in the video, she stands on a trashcan, and is about to jump. We see the very tall fall in front of her. She throws her phone as she jumps. We are not able to see her jump off, but you can hear the loud sound of her hitting the ground shortly after.
Nobody saw Rorochan jump. She had jumped around 3 am, and was discovered by a female newspaper carrier within 5-10 minutes. Her body was still warm and her body was still fully in tact, her mask was hanging from one ear, one shoe was on the ground next to her. Police arrived within 5 minutes and she was pronounced dead at the hospital about 3 hours later. She did not leave a note.
I researched for hours and both fortunately and unfortunately, her name was never publicly available due to her age, and is heavily debated about online. I think it may be for best that we are not aware of her name, for the protection and wellbeing of her family. However she has been referred to as "A". There was no implications that she was bullied, a female student who she was close with said "I don't know why she committed suicide so suddenly" and students from her school said there was no signs of trouble presented otherwise.
Where she jumped from
The google maps location
"1-3 Minami 4-chome, Takakai Town, Omihachiman City, Shiga Prefecture. Lions Station Plaza Omihachiman Nibankan B emergency stairs 13th-14th floors"
The livestream was in "1st place” for most viewers that day
Livestream participants after she jumped.
Livestream chat logs from the stream. She had jumped in between images 10-11.
Unfortunately there were many sick individuals in some of these chat logs that were speaking sexually to her, asking her to flash, asking her to go back to her room to preform NSFW activities and more. The things that were said are truly sick.
She often stated in past livestreams or on websites such as 2chan that she wanted to "become a legend". She discussed her plans and how she wanted her death to be unexpected out of a girl like her.
The rising popularity of this case
On Jan 8, 2020 a music video was released with the title, "Shinsei Kamattechan - Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream Official Video (Animation)" was released. "Ruru" is the character presented in the music video, the translated lyrics consist of talking about suicide, and how the internet destroyed her. It is unclear whether or not the song is dedicated to Rorochan or not, but it is a song dedicated to suicide victims in general.
After this song rose in popularity, the case of Rorochan's suicide was publicized and brought up again. She did in fact, "become a legend". Other than her vague postings about it, her motives are unclear as to why she committed suicide. Rest in peace, Rorochan.
Suicide hotline numbers
The new official suicide hotline in the United States is 9-8-8
Sources:
https://sites.google.com/view/roro-info/who-was-rorochan_1999
https://www.asagei.com/excerpt/18247
https://twitter.com/rorochan_1999
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A man was found dead, suspected of having set himself on fire, in Barangay Pugaro, Manaoag, January 4, around 5:20 p.m.The victim is a car mechanic and a resident of Barangay Botao, Sta. Barbara, Pangasinan.
Based on the PNP report, a parking boy/caretaker found a motorcycle parked in the parking area which prompted him to conduct a roving to find the owner of said motorcycle until he reached the grassy part of Virgins Well and there he discovered a burnt corpse.
During the investigation, a cellphone was recovered at the scene of the incident and it appears that the victim recorded a video of himself around 11:42 in the morning where he intentionally poured a gallon of gasoline on his body and then set himself on fire. until death.
The motive behind the incident is said to be a serious family problem.
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A news was reported that a young couple committed suicide by hanging themselves at a Tangalle hotel yesterday (23rd). The police say that the way this young couple committed suicide was recorded on a nearby CCTV camera.
Also, it has been revealed that the death of the young couple was a suicide from the post-mortem investigations conducted in this incident. It is stated that the dead young man is 22 years old and the girl is 17 years old.
It is said that there was a love relationship between this young couple and they had stayed in the hotel room the night before. It is reported that a letter written before death was found in the room.
It had been mentioned in the letter that this suicide was done by the consent of the two as their marriage was hindered due to the lack of birth certificate of the deceased young man.
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Uncropped Version:
Live Chat:
Slowed Down:
Full Name:
Ronald Merle McNutt
Last Words:
“Hey guys, I guess that's it."
Lifespan/Age:
May 23, 1987 – August 31, 2020. 33 Years Old.
Gun:
Remington Model 700 bolt action rifle.
Accounts:
YouTube: https://youtube.com/@hinderlessguy7706
His Shared YouTube: https://youtube.com/@InhidiSpurds
His Other Shared YouTube: https://youtube.com/@disgruntledgeeks5167
Reddit: https://old.reddit.com/user/Hinderless/
Instagram: https://instagram.com/hinderless/ (it got removed)
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thecomicguy
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Hinderless
Twitch: https://m.twitch.tv/hinderless (thanks @danbruhh9)
His Shared Twitch: https://m.twitch.tv/disgruntledgeeks/home
Photos of Him:
The Ronnie McNutt foundation:
What Happened:
On August 31, 2020, McNutt began a Facebook livestream. His best friend, Joshua Steen, noticed the stream. He did not initially find it unusual as McNutt had routinely done livestreams in the past, but he became alarmed when he realized that McNutt was intoxicated and holding a single shot rifle. Steen allegedly attempted to intervene numerous times, particularly when McNutt misfired the rifle, hoping that Facebook would cut off the stream and end the video feed, preventing people from seeing into McNutt's home while Steen sought police intervention. Facebook refused to cut the stream, claiming that the stream was not in any violation of its platform's guidelines, as Ronnie McNutt had not yet fired a fatal shot. As the stream went on, McNutt's mobile phone rang frequently. The last call he received was from his ex-girlfriend, which he answered, leading to a brief argument between the two. After she ended the call, McNutt took hold of the gun and addressed the audience for the last time, saying his last words, "Hey guys, I guess that's it." He then aimed the rifle under his chin and fatally shot himself. About a second before he shot himself, the phone he'd left on his desk began to ring. The stream had been captured by multiple viewers. The New Albany Police Department had been called to the scene during the livestream, but did not enter McNutt's apartment until after they heard the fatal gunshot; his phone was still ringing as officers searched the scene. Police Chief Chris Robertson reported that his officers had secured the perimeter and evacuated nearby residents before attempting to communicate with McNutt via speakerphone, to no avail. A final message by Ronnie McNutt was later discovered on Facebook, saying, "Someone in your life needs to hear that they matter. That they are loved. That they have a future. Be the one to tell them". Two days after his suicide, McNutt was buried in Snowdown Church of Christ Cemetery in Prentiss County, Mississippi. There were unconfirmed reports that McNutt had lost his job and broken up with his girlfriend.
Background:
McNutt was a resident of New Albany, Mississippi, and had served in the United States Army Reserve, including in Iraq. He worked at a Toyota plant. He had a variety of mental health problems, such as depression as well as post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), the latter of which was a direct consequence of his time served in the Iraq War in 2007 and 2008. In addition to this, he was also dealing with a recent break-up with his girlfriend; some reports also said that he lost his job during the COVID-19 pandemic, though Rolling Stone disputed this. McNutt was a Christian who regularly attended church.
Legal nonsense and Aftermath:
The video was downloaded and posted on Hoodsite, and the spread of the livestream started. Then the video of McNutt's suicide was posted by users across social media platforms such as Facebook, YouTube, TikTok, and Instagram, often as bait-and-switch content. According to Heavy, Facebook also initially refused to prevent the spread of recorded video of McNutt's misfire and suicide but later agreed to remove the videos from its platform. McNutt had not expressed any intent for the viral spread to occur. Variants of the video appeared in TikTok's "For You" page, so that users would scroll upon it without warning as the suicide automatically played, with the apparent intention of frightening or upsetting viewers as a form of trolling. The #ronniemcnutt hashtag had 15.6 million views on TikTok within the first few days after the suicide. Though the platforms worked to remove the videos, new uploads of it would appear from separate accounts, while links to the video also began to appear in Reddit's true crime communities. As TikTok caught onto the video with its algorithms, uploaders evaded detection by placing the video after pictures of unrelated, innocuous content. The incident was compared to the filmed suicides of anchorwoman Christine Chubbuck and politician R. Budd Dwyer. A large margin of the response online was one of sympathy towards McNutt, with users using the case as an opportunity to discuss mental health and suicide prevention, as well as concern over the video's prevalence online. Some TikTok users announced boycotts of the platform until the suicide video was completely taken down, while other users began posting prayers and messages of respect and commemoration for McNutt in the comments sections of the video uploads. Many parents reported that their children were highly distressed after encountering the video, with one girl becoming physically ill and needing to sleep with the lights on. Another parent argued that she fears her children, who accidentally discovered the video on TikTok, may have post-traumatic stress disorder. The Institute of Mums circulated further warnings for parents about seemingly benign video content hiding the McNutt video, stating, "Alarmingly, there are also reports of the video being sandwiched in the middle of cute and funny cat videos, which begin with viewer-friendly footage before quickly changing to the disturbing suicide." Then Australian Prime Minister Scott Morrison called the video something that "no child should be exposed to", while cybersecurity expert Susan McLean publicly recommended that parents prevent minor children from accessing the TikTok app until the video was fully removed. The case sparked a debate over what legal liability is owed by Internet platforms that fail to promptly remove graphic and disturbing footage from public view, with the blame generally being placed on Facebook for failing to cut off the livestream during the initial suicide attempt itself. Joshua Steen had called Facebook multiple times, and had called the police, neither of which stopped the stream before McNutt had already committed suicide. Steen declared, "if some woman posts a topless photo, their software will detect that, remove it, and ban their account. That's apparently more offensive than my friend killing himself." It was argued by the two platforms that the "dark web" was responsible for the ongoing circulation of the video. TikTok released a public statement saying, "Our systems have been automatically detecting and flagging these clips for violating our policies against content that displays, praises, glorifies, or promotes suicide. We appreciate our community members who've reported content and warned others against watching, engaging or sharing such videos on any platform, out of respect for the person and their family." Facebook, likewise, publicly stated, "We removed the original video from Facebook last month, on the day it was streamed, and have used automation technology to remove copies and uploads since that time. Our thoughts remain with Ronnie's family and friends during this difficult time." He reported it to Facebook during the livestream, at 22:00 Mississippi time - two hours after the video had started, and half an hour before Ronnie killed himself. He said that he didn't get a response until 23:51, when Facebook told him that the video did not violate its community guidelines. By then, Mr McNutt was dead. He says “If Facebook had intervened then, my friend may still have committed suicide but at least there wouldn't be this video." On Mr McNutt's Facebook page, more and more comments were being posted. Many were unpleasant and Mr Steen reported them to the social network as harassment. But he said Facebook told him nothing could be done because he was not the account holder. He is aware that many will argue Mr McNutt should never have filmed his death in this manner and that others will blame him for the psychological damage inflicted on those seeing the video. But Mr Steen remains loyal to his friend. "I don't think that was his intention when he started the live," he said. "When you go back and follow his digital trail there is this beautiful telling of his life on various social-media platforms. He had a history of getting on a streaming service and talking." He also came across: 1. Fake profiles featuring Mr McNutt's image on Instagram, seemingly set up by trolls intent on luring people in to see images of his death. 2. Clips of the suicide on YouTube next to advertisements. 3. A video on YouTube showing the suicide with more than 500,000 views. 4. Reports of the clip still circulating on TikTok. In response, YouTube said it had clear policies that prohibit content containing or promoting self-harm. "We quickly remove any copies of this video uploaded to YouTube," a spokesperson said. "We extend our deepest sympathies to the family of Mr McNutt." TikTok repeated its claim that is systems "have been automatically detecting and flagging these clips". Mr Steen thinks Ronnie's family deserve more and hopes there can be action before another person in distress starts a live-stream. "I don't want this to happen to anyone else's family," he said. "These are the most powerful companies on Earth. We know that they have the monetary resources and they claim to have the tech - all they don't have is the ability to care." Steen started a campaign titled #ReformForRonnie, which calls on these companies to actively accept responsibility and ownership for what people post, respond more quickly, and take action against those who violate their policies. “[This] is a red flag, especially as we go into election season that these social media networks say that they're monitoring these channels for misinformation, we're monitoring these channels for abuse, we're monitoring these channels for threats and harassment, but are they? Because the actuality shows us that they're not," Steen said.
Quotes from those effected by the shock videos:
“If you see this guy on your FYP [For You page] please scroll up immediately, it's very gruesome and I highly suggest you stay away from TikTok for a while,” one user said on Twitter, according to the Daily Star.
“I was scrolling TikTok and suddenly there's a video of a guy that killed themselves with a shotgun and I am seriously warning you DO NOT watch it DO NOT SEARCH FOR IT because it's very terrifying and gory so pls BE CAREFUL god damn I'm shaking,” another user said.
“It's Fake” hoax:
Despite McNutt video being live streamed, a conspiracy theory is claiming his death to be fake. The hoax claim started soon after a fake account was created in McNutt's name. A screenshot of the chats from the account is being shared extensively on social media. In the comments, the user has written,"I faked my own death because life fucking sucks you know, i wanted to go away and i actually edited the video and made it into a live, i was talking to my mom during the live, and i feel better but i still wanna get away from this world."
His mom's reaction:
"I hope every one of you that are getting your 'kicks' from watching the video of my son ending his life rot in Hell!!"
Retard on one of the video on YouTube:
Sources:
https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23814/ronnie-mcnutts-suicide-6-minutes-no (Videos)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_of_Ronnie_McNutt (Information)
https://www.americanprogress.org/article/gun-suicides-among-former-and-current-military-members/ (Information)
https://www.bbc.com/news/technology-54176205 https://www.bbc.com/news/technology-54176205 (Information)
https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/33442/ronnies-suicide-in-01x-speed (Videos)
Plus information from several other news sources, but fuck them.
TLDR: Veteran Commits Suicide. Suicide bad, life good.
If you or someone you know is thinking about suicide, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-TALK (8255) or text the Crisis Text Line at 741-741.
Remember I love you guys 
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https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/social/post/53747/ronnie-mcnutt-good-ending
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This post follows Rule 7:
Also no reposts of famous videos (unless you have a more HQ version, have a different POV, or are doing a writeup on it).
This took about a week to put together.
Suicide by Hanging 
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What is Suicide by Hanging?
Wikipedia defines Suicide by hanging as "the intentional killing of oneself (suicide) via suspension from an anchor-point such as an overhead beam or hook, by a rope or cord or by jumping from a height with a noose around the neck."
Commonly used items for Suicide by Hanging
Noose : (noun) "a loop with a running knot, tightening as the rope or wire is pulled, and typically used to hang people or trap animals"
(Definition by Oxford Languages)
Ligature : (noun) "a thing used for tying or binding something tightly."
(definition from Oxford Languages)
Considered to be a "simple" suicide method, materials used for Suicide by Hanging are readily available to the average person, making it a difficult thing to prevent.
According to https://uihc.org, the items most often used for self-strangulation are
Belts
Ties
Scarfs
Bedsheets
Cords
Ropes
and Shoelaces
The division of Suspension Hanging and Drop Hanging
Suspension Hanging Is the suspension of the body at the neck.
Complete Suspension consists of full suspension of the body when Hanging. This is not required as Partial Suspension (or Incomplete Suspension) consists of using the body's weight to tighten the ligature around the neck.
"Elaborate set-ups from high places are not needed for hanging. The only thing needed is leverage. This could be done by using a doorknob or bed post."
(Note from https://Uich.org)
An example of Partial Suspension > 
18 year old Natália Mayer Parreira hanged herself by looping a piece of clothesline over the coat hook on the back of her apartment door
Link to full post about Natália: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/aftermath/post/137214/coat-hook-suicide
Another example of Partial suspension > https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/134919/syrian-girl-commits-suicide-by-hanging
During partial suspension, the victim may have their knees or feet flat on the floor.
An example of complete suspension > https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/129019/indian-man-hangs-himself-from-a
Drop Hanging consists of dropping from a tall height with ligature around the neck, it is usually seen more as an execution method ratjer than a suicide method
https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/141942/guy-livestreams-hanging-over-a-break
An example of Drop hanging ^
(I couldn't find a backstory/explanation for anyone above except Natália, apologies)
Surviving an Attempt/Medical effects
Failed attempts happen when the ligature or anchor poimt breaks, or someone cuts them down in time.
Surviving these attempts lead to various injuries such as
Cerebral Anoxia (A form of Hypoxia specifically involving the brain; when the brain is completely deprived of oxygen) which can result in permanent Brain Damage, results from suspension hanging
Laryngeal fracture (Fractures of the cartilage structures of the larynx or trachea),
Cervical spine fracture (fracture or break in the bone of the neck), result from drop hanging
Pharengeal laceration (may introduce air, secretions and bacteria into the Pharengeal space and mediastinum),
and Cartoid artery injuries (excessive Hypertextension of the cervical spine or extreme rotation of the neck)
Cerebral Hypoxia is the most common cause of death when hanging. Also known as Hangman's fracture
People who are hanged often have marks on their neck from where the ligature constricting them. An inverted V shape can also be seen most times.
Treatment for Survivors
(too lazy to type this one out)
"Initial treatment of survivors follows the 'usual priorities of airway, breathing, and circulation (ABC)'. Treatment should be 'directed at airway control with endotracheal intubation, ventilation using positive end expiratory pressure (PEEP), and hyperventilation with supplemental oxygen to control intracranial pressure'. One study of people who experienced near-hanging who were treated appropriately at a hospital found that 77 percent of them survived."
(Suicide by hanging Wikipedia)
Hanging used as Capital Punishment
There are many factors that go into the "ideal" hanging of a subject.
The length of the fall is key in an effective hanging, It must be calculated based on things such as the person's size. (For example, a larger person may only require a shorter drop while a smaller person may need a higher drop.
If done incorrectly, the person could Die via decapitation if the drop is too far, or die of strangulation if the drop is too small or the noose was not placed correctly.
It can take several excruciating minutes for Strangulation to take full effect.
During Strangulation: "the carteroid arteries in the neck, which supply blood to the brain, are compressed, and the brain swells so much it ends up plugging the top of the spinal column; the Vagal nerve is pinched, leading to something called the Vagal reflex, which stops the heart; and the lack of oxygen getting to the lungs due to compression of the trachea eventually causes loss of consciousness due to suffocation. Death then follows in the same pattern as it does when the neck breaks, with the entire process ending in anywhere from five to 20 minutes."
(https://health.howstuffworks.com)
What happens to the body during hanging? How does it feel?
Survivors of hanging attempts recall seeing and hearing lights flashing and ringing noises
In most cases the persons tongue will protrude due to extreme pressure of the jaw, they might even bite through their tongue completely.
The following are some things i found on Quora of people who survived their attempt, and sharing their experiences about how it felt.
"The first thing that comes to you isn't the will to breath but the feeling of your head on the verge of bursting. I remember the vivid feeling of every heartbeat pounding in my head. Every passing beat intensifying the feeling of my head swelling up, until the point that I thought the back of my head would pop open. Thats when the feeling of my lungs begging for air kicked in and I clawed at my throat frantically by instinct. “I don't want to die yet” was what I thought. It's painful and leaves your neck with an obvious mark."
(Chris Peterson on Quora)
"When this event occured i was in a suicidal state of mind but i am not anymore. Right when i setted it up (what i was going to use when i was going to kill myself) i hooked it on me, but i was procrastinating because i was feeling scared. So after i was done with that, i pushed the chair and i was just hanging for 2 seconds.In those 2 seconds, i felt like i was in a movie of someone who was about to meet there sudden death. I was rushing, trying to put my feet on the chair. Then i got back on the chair. This is why i got back on the chair. When i was hanging, my foot was tingling really fast and my face (A mirror was in front of me) was really red. My chest was like screaming at me. My whole body was acting like it was on a workout, rushing so fast. When I got back on the chair. I started having an attack trying to breathe. My head felt so out of air."
(Eliana on Quora)
"When I first tried I was eleven, I hanged myself in my room (I had a hook on the ceiling), I was tall so I kept having to get back on my chair and shorten the rope, when it finally was short enough for my toes to barely touch the ground my head felt like it was going to explode and my eyes felt like they were about to pop out, I choked for a minute, my head got a really warm feeling and my hands started tingling at the end, I chickened out and grabbed the scissors from my boxers and cut the rope."
(Elmo's Left Ballsack on Quora)
Images/Video links
https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/121178/girl-hangs-herself-on-a-livestream
https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/119332/woman-hanged-herself-infront-of-daughter
If you or a friend feel you may be in danger of hurting yourself, please click the link below, or find a trusted friend to talk to. There is help. You're not alone <3
Or call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.
I dont feel like typing anymore so here's the sources
https://www.thepostmortemlive.co.uk/post/what-happens-when-someone-hangs-themselves
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_by_hanging
https://www.quora.com/What-happens-to-the-body-during-and-after-hanging
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerebral_hypoxia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hanging
https://health.howstuffworks.com/diseases-conditions/death-dying/death-by-hanging.htm
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide
https://www.quora.com/Whats-the-difference-between-long-drop-hanging-and-short-drop-hanging
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Ive posted this in the past but i found more content now and context
Video of the Pole Being Removed From His Ass:
a French voice can be heard saying: “He hit the pole” and a second man can be heard: “Yeah, he's impaled on the pole.” A woman's voice then adds: “It's not a fake video is it?”
The CCTV footage that was filmed by the police officers was then shared on WhatsApp with other police officers before being released into the public sphere.
And there was also a second video that was filmed either by a medic or fireman at the Public Assistance – Hospitals of Paris (AP-HP) that shows the bollard being extracted from the man's body.
It shows the critically injured man lying naked with a cardiac message machine in action on his chest and surrounded by three caregivers in green codes and a firefighter and a white vest as they remove the side of the pole from the man's body.
A man's voice can be heard saying “Oh misery! Oh, the cow! Oh, fuck! Ah! But what a horror! What a horror,” which is cleanup genuine sentiment as he then chuckles, before adding with a sneer: “It's good, saved, so!”
The AP-HP confirmed that the video had been shot in one of its facilities, apparently at the Beaujon hospital in Clichy.
They confirmed that the footage is genuine, although not something that happened recently as some Spanish media have been reporting.
French officials also ordered an enquiry to work out how images of the man ended up being shed by police and also how they were shot at the hospital.
The usual story presumably correct reported that the man had jumped on September 27 and was alive as firefighters, medics and police fought to save his life. He died after being removed from the pole one hour after he was delivered to the hospital.
Lawyer Tewfik Bouzenoune 
for the family of the man who died, aged 26, said it was a disgusting invasion of his privacy and demanded maximum punishments for the police officers and hospital officials responsible for releasing the two videos.
Edit: Holy shit i got a famous video!
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After much research, I finally completed the iceberg of filmed suicides made by me. I was going to post it on the IcebergCharts website, but the owner of the site didn't allow me. So, I decided to post it here. I want to thank Watchpeopledie and the users here for helping me with my research. Thank you very much 
An iceberg is a large mass of ice that has broken off from a glacier or ice shelf and floats in open water, usually in the sea. In this case, the iceberg is used as a visual way to present information, trivia, or data on a particular topic, organized hierarchically, reminiscent of the structure of an iceberg. On the surface are the most basic or widely known pieces of information about the topic. As you descend through the layers of the iceberg, the pieces of information become deeper, more specific, obscure, or surprising. The idea is that most of the topics with interesting and lesser-known trivia are "submerged," just as most of the mass of a real iceberg is below the water's surface.
In this iceberg, topics go from the most well-known and remembered videos to the most forgotten and unknown ones, based on my research and opinion.
Iceberg Topics Videos:
LAYER 1
(GORE) Budd Dwyer: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/21780/budd-dwyer-full-video
(Partially lost) Christine Chubbuck:
(GORE) Ronnie Mcnutt: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23814/ronnie-mcnutts-suicide-6-minutes-no
(Child warning) Rorochan_1999: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/145028/rorochan_1999-suicide-livestream-of-a-14
(GORE) Gleb Korablev: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/16839/1444-korablev-gleb-vyacheslavovich-suicide-video
(GORE) Shuaiby Aslam: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/28611/shuaiby-r9k-suicide-full-50-minutes
(Child warning) Katelyn Nicole Davis: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/119950/katelyn-nicole-davis-livestreaming-her-suicide
(Child warning) Paris Harvey: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/accident/post/15764/classic-child-warning-girl-shoots-her
Nike Venant: LOST MEDIA
911 terrorists: Any 9/11 video of the planes hitting the towers, compilation of some videos:
LAYER 2
Inquisitor Ghost: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/social/post/82161/aftermath-of-cosplayer-inquisitor-ghosts-livestream
Herobrinehunt3r/empyt: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/32992/animator-kills-himself-with-a-shotgun
thích quảng đức: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/xk6e0g
Ricardo Lopez: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/108200/ricardo-lpezs-suicide-bjork-stalker
Brian Velasco: https://watchpeopledie.tv/post/1476/brian-velasco-full-livestream-suicide
(GORE) Malevo Ferreyra: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/18296/suicide-of-malevo-ferreyra-on-live
Slobodan Praljak:
(Partially lost) Océane: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x4aliky
Aaron Bushnell: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/133914/uncensoredunblurred-selfimmolation-of-aaron-bushnell-in
(GORE and child warning) Emanuelly Silva e Silva: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/12262/extendedfullversion-young-woman-commits-suicide-by
LAYER 3
Little kitty: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/other/post/10446/livestream-suicide-of-chinese-influencer-luo
Kevin Whitrick:
Ayhan Uzun: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/73262/turkish-father-kills-himself-on-facebook
(GORE) Daniel V. Jones: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/23696/suicide-of-daniel-v-jones-on
Paris Lane: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/26815/classic-video-paris-lane-suicide-with
(Child warning) Nakaikiaka: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/111053/child-warning-the-unfortunate-suicide-of
Irina Slavina: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/22174/irina-slavinas-selfimmolation
(Partially lost) Clay Duke: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/shooting/post/12995/2010-florida-school-board-meeting-shootings
JoDon Romero: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/10469/carjacker-commits-suicide-during-police-chase
(GORE) Roengkhetkan Saharat: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/28203/classic-video-thailand-young-man-suicide
LAYER 4
Daniele Alves Lopes:
(GORE) Oleksiy Mykolayovych Sayenko: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/102589/repost-but-the-video-is-complete
Jovonie Mclendon Jr.: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/35464/classic-video-man-army-veteran-shoots
Abraham K. Biggs jr.: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/9527/webcam-footage-of-moment-police-break
Muhammad Umar Yasin: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/93410/young-mans-suicide-on-live-stream
Ashley Smith: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/3089/death-of-ashley-smith
Esteban Guillén: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/101154/commits-suicide-on-livestream-because-his
Moner Mohammad Abu Salha:
Brandon Vedas:
- (Child warning) Chiba Prefecture double suicide: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/73579/child-warning-two-japanese-girls-jump
LAYER 5
(GORE) Ricardo Afonso Cerna: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/263/ricardo-cerna-suicide-by-gunshot
Michael Marin: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/6984/man-hears-guilty-verdict-immediately-swallows/131923#context
Michele Causse: Film "Dignitas - Death on Prescription"
Ryszard Siwiec:
Abu Mohsin: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/10352/livestream-suicide-of-abu-mohsin-khan
Tossawat Boonrod: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/26640/teen-tells-his-dad-hes-depressed
Larry Phillips Jr.: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/134990/larry-phillips-jr-checks-himself-out?sort=random
Erdogan Ceren: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/9769/livestream-suicide-of-erdogan-ceren-on
Jared McLemore: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/73757/man-fatally-sets-himself-on-fire
Arslan Valeev: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/22667/youtuber-commits-suicide-by-black-mamba
LAYER 6
Craig Colby Ewert: Film "Right to die?"
Bazza Bailey: LOST MEDIA
Collen Ferrery: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/9670/livestream-suicide-of-colleen-ferreri-on/198194?context=8#context
Stephen Clancy Hill: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/3205/male-porn-actor-suspected-of-murder?sort=old
Pahinggar Indrawan: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/10265/better-version-livestream-suicide-of-pahinggar
Arjun Bhardwaj: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/10257/last-facebook-livestream-of-arjun-bharadwaj
Paul David Hilton: LOST MEDIA
Douglas de Jesus Vieira: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/147075/suicide-of-military-police-officer-douglas
Jay Dor: LOST MEDIA
Fu da-ren: LOST MEDIA
LAYER 7
Nester DeJesus: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/98657/criminal-nester-dejesus-commits-suicide-while
Amit Chauhan: LOST MEDIA
(Partially lost) Matías Bello: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/155558/the-suicide-of-matas-bello-partially
Frederick Jay Bowdy: LOST MEDIA
Almir Kayumov: LOST MEDIA
Terry Rossland:
Ub3r: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/14287/suicide-live-streaming-youtube
(Possibly child warning) Korean Instagram girl: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/32000/korean-girl-jumps-to-her-death
Jakub Furmanek: https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicidoe/post/85469/an-18yearold-man-from-poland-threw
James M. Jeffrey: LOST MEDIA
HONORABLE MENTIONS (people I ended up not including in the iceberg for some reasons):
Michael Edward Pickels
Guilherme Tauci de Monteiro
Marcus Joanne
MinMin
Ramón Sampedro Cameán
Uğur Falay
Marion Perloff
This iceberg is dedicated to my favorite YouTuber,
Pedro nos rins
https://youtube.com/@PEDRONOSRINS182
(Se inscreve ai você BR)
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Ah, this one is a classic.
Let's begin!
ORIGIN
Gleb Korablev, an 18 year old student from Moscow, killed himself 4 years ago, after an altercation with his girlfriend. Gleb was part of a Russian roleplaying group, and he was also a fencer.
The stream was hosted on VK, where Gleb pointed a Saiga - 12 shotgun to his head, and pressed the trigger, after shouting "Nya, Poka!", Similarly to the Russian teenager Rina Palenkova, which commited suicide by train.
His death was quickly shared online, most notably on YouTube and Twitter, after the now deleted YouTube channel "GORE" posted his suicide, 2 days after the original stream. (October 19, 2019).
The video quickly gained over 150 thousand views, and YouTube was late to respond, taking 3 days to remove the video off of their platform.
This case was most notable for the "curse" associated with it, that would happen to the viewer after watching the video, if they did not comment the date in which they watched said video. 
An alleged friend of Gleb says that the issue with his girlfriend was not the reason, rather that Gleb had heart problems and he would be dying in 2 weeks, so he made it quick.
VIRAL SPREAD
The original video was 2-3 hours long, specifically 2 hours, 51 minutes, and 40 seconds. The broadcast kept going until the police came to investigate, approximately 2 and a half hours later. Unfortunately, the original video is possibly lost media, as the only version that exists online today, is the 17 second clip of his death.
Along with the YouTube video, many users on Twitter would mask the video by putting innocent screenshots before his suicide, in an attempt to fool and scare users.
The video was also reported to be shown in YouTube's autoplay, which startled viewers.
Twitter users frantically posted about the video, warning eachother not to watch it.
The video was allegedly named "1444" to avoid YouTube detection bots and remain obscure. 
THE CURSE
After the video was uploaded, an urban legend was created about it. According to internet users, the video is cursed, and the only way to break the curse is by commenting the date of the video. A reddit user claimed that Korablev planned it beforehand, and allegedly cursed the video. 
This was mainly covered by Spanish speaking outlets and memes about the curse may have originated in Mexico, despite the video being recorded in Russia.
USER RESPONSE
The search term "Video 1444" had a massive spike in late October and early December, despite the video being posted in mid-October. Users on the social media platform Twitter urged all other browsers of the site to avoid the video.
AFTERMATH
Gleb's VK account remains online, under the username "kgb2001".
Many of Gleb's colleagues remain online on VK, but I do not encourage you to go messaging them about their beloved friend's death. 
Gleb's friends :
Gleb :
IMAGES
Aftermath :
Rina Palenkova :
Gleb Korablev, Before his death :
Pictures of the Livestream :
Videos of the Livestream :
Gleb's belongings :
Alleged friend's post :
Gleb's Grave :
SOURCES
EverybodyWiki - Information about Gleb Korablev
Reddit - Images of Gleb
Wayback Machine - Found some old Russian forums (Information about Gleb's death)
WPD - Inspiration, Information.
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^Wall of information below!!!!^
•((For video information: after her jump at around 2:30 and the thud of her body, it is nothing but eerie city silence for the next five and a half minutes.))
•|The Background to Rorochan_1999:|
Rorochan was a 14-year-old girl from Ōmihachiman, Japan, who frequently streamed on different platforms (specifically Japanese platforms Niconico FC2) while performing dangerous stunts. She was known for seeking attention, and often used rather suggestive titles to her streams that would attract a more malicious audience (example is one of her streams named, “Erotic Menhera Virgin, 3rd year of junior high school”. Menhera is basically Asian slang for individuals, particularly girls, who struggle with mental health issues). She posted many tweets on her Twitter saying things along the lines of, “I'm sorry for everything”, however no one really knows if she was neglected or a victim of cyber bullying. On some platforms, she even used the character Minky Momo as her profile picture, an anime girl known for being hit and killed by a truck.
•Rorochan seemed to try and hide her appearance when online, however she accidentally exposed her face here and there which made her apologize frantically and asked her watchers to forget what they had seen. It fed into her social anxiety, most of her videos having her wearing a bag over her head whilst singing and playing piano. She started to gain attention when she started showing attention-seeking behavior and engaging in rather hazardous actions such as running through busy streets and standing on the edge of the 13th floor balcony of her apartment. Some of her watchers tried to convince her to stop, while others continued to push her further and to do more.
•|The Livestream of Rorochan_1999's Suicide:|
It hit a pothole when viewers urged her to harm herself in order to reach the fame status she wanted do dearly. It's speculated that the want for fame along with her loneliness, mental health issues, and the rather toxic fan base she attracted sealed her choice to take her life. On November 24th, 2013, Rorochan proceeded to make her way to the balcony of the 13th floor, streaming while doing so. Again, some tried to talk her down while others pushed her to jump. Rorochan decided to jump, her thud audible on the video hitting what sounds like a roof of a building below. She didn't die immediately, though she did succumb to her injuries in the hospital.
•|The Affect of Rorochan_1999:|
Upon her death, Rorochan's identity has stayed silent. There's a song written by Shinsei Kamattechan named, “Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream”, however it doesn't have a direct link to Rorochan and her suicide. There is many lyrics and scenes in the song that is connected to the young girl's death, however, which makes one believe they used her suicide to possibly prove a point. Translations of the song into English include lines such as "Jumping from the Chūō line," which alludes to the location where Rorochan was captured on video with her feet dangling and where three girls reportedly jumped on the day of her death. Another line in the song states, "There is no point in calling the FBI," which reflects the attempts by the Japanese authorities to suppress evidence, although the case eventually gained public attention. The lyrics also include references such as "The bluetooth of this city is destroying me completely" and "I'm a witch who talks to cats," which symbolize Rorochan's interaction with her fans and viewers, whom she perceived as contributing to her tragic fate.
•The song, as mentioned previously, resulted in the case of Rorochan gaining attention and people wanting more information.
•My only question is, if she hadn't attracted such a foul audience, would she still be alive? Or would she have ended up killing herself anyway? I'll provide the link to Shinsei Kamattechan‘s song to give more information.
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