What's your most fucked up experience?

I was a paramedic for 20 years.

when i was in high school, i had a boyfriend who would repeatedly force sexual acts on me, show me actual child porn, and talk to me about how he fantasized about kidnapping kids, amputating their arms and legs, and using them as “fuck pillows”. still fucks me up to this day. broke up with him, and he stalked me for a while before i moved. i shudder to think what he would do to me if he ever found me again. i wonder where he is now. hopefully locked up somewhere.

Seeing mangled bodies all over the streets and on the walls of the buildings after the first plane hit the World Trade Center.

RIP AA 11

when I was in my 20s, I delivered pizza in a neighborhood known for crime. I hopped back in my car after delivery and was getting ready to pull out when this guy who was on the sidewalk next (maybe 10 feet) to my car was shot 7 times right in front of me by a passing vehicle. I fucking watched his head go and just sat in my car completely still and terrified. I mean, that dude in the car had to have seen me too, right? Nope, they pulled and I called the police and ran back into the house I just delivered to ( I knew the guy personally) He said just before I showed up the dead guy had just sold him weed that we both smoked earlier. Fucking crazy shit. I had to fill out an eyewitness report and still got in trouble at work for being late.

I saw a bunch of other wild shit there, was robbed a bunch, held up by meth heads but that was the only violent death I've seen,

Saw a dude's (probably final moments) in Nigeria.

Was a tourist spending a holiday in Nigeria for a week when I was 11. Went with my family to explore the capital. when we were on our way back to the resort we saw a bloodied dude being chased by a small mob that had a random assortment of weapons (machetes, pipes, 2x4s).

-When I was 20, I watched my boss cut off his left thumb at the base of his hand on a cabinet makers tablesaw. The sound of bone going through that blade still haunts me almost 21 years later. His initial reaction was "Get a cup of ice and find my fucking thumb". No "ouch" or profane words uttered.

-Around age 23, I watched a coworker Tim fall off of a roof 2 stories up. He landed on his sholder and head. I thought he broke his neck and was dead. He layed there on the ground face up, eyes wide open, shoulder badly dislocated, and he didn't take a breath for about 40 seconds. He finally took a deep breath in and came to. He luckily ended up with a couple of herniated disks, shoulder dislocation, and a severe concussion. Around 1 year later he was back on the job...we were cutting down some small together and he slipped with the chainsaw and sent the running blade directly into his thigh. I have never seen so much blood in my life. He needed 78 stitches to close the wound.

-When I was 25 I watched my colleague Joey accidentally drive a 2 1/2" hole saw into his left hand. It was so incredibly mangled...kind of looked like he was holding a grenade in his hand as it exploded. I ended up driving him to the hospital. I was there with him for about 10 hours. He needed reconstructive surgery to put it back together.

Getting my dick groped by a gay stranger

Btw i was 13 that time it makes me sick everytime i remember that incident

This is more of a messed up thing looking back at it. About 12ish years ago when i was 10 me and my mom went to the local market to get groceries, the market has an alley on the side. When we got there there were two bodies covered in sheets and police there. I recently read an article and turns out it was a shootout about 20 minutes before i got there and those two men were brothers, there was a third brother but he survived. Also the guy who shot them was caught later on. Anyways, I remember i looked over and went "oh well" and walked into the store happy about getting chips. The next day we went back and you can clearly see the blood still there. And now each time i go down that alley i usually tell whoever I'm with "hey this is where that guy got shot".

Idk its just so messed up how as a child i saw that and just went on my merry way. My first time seeing a body and that's how i reacted.

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I'm a 911 operator. Two calls stand out:

• Heard an elderly man slowly suffocate on fluids buildup in his lungs and die while on the phone. Lived far out in the country, was DOA. His lady words were wasted on me simply answering questions I had about his condition. He was labored breathing for a while, then slowly fell silent.

• A call in which a panicked father reported his 4 year old son was crushed by the car that he (dad) was working on, the 4 year old was playing while dad worked and somehow the jack got loose or failed or something. I believe he was killed instantly, but hearing dad and mom in hysterics on the phone was hard. I didn't know what to say. Don't let you kids play under cars.

well im new on this page but im pretty old in the internet my worst expirience was when i saw a mixtape that contain several gorish videos nothing out or ordinary till one part of the video dedicated to children where i watched a guy making a little girl eat human meat it wasnt that bad but the kid didn´t knew wtf was going on as i said this one is old and i remember checking my computer for malware after downloading the video

Besides the desire to kill myself right now, nothing.

I was with this girl as a kid who tried to kill herself in front of me a lotta times via drowning, traffic, cutting idk why i stayed with her i was young she sa'd me i was pretty much kidnapped by her for a year or so until i walked 4 hours home one night.

She was 18 i was 14/15 i dont know if she knew what she was doing with what she was doing but it was really really not okay

We where in the playground at school like 13 years ago all of the students saw someone hung himself behind the schoolwalls on a datetree

When i was 10-11 years old my little brother (at the time he was 6-7 years old) stabbed me in the back with a 13cm sharp pair of scissors

I saw a motorcycle accident when i about 12, he landed in a tree, bent in half the wrong way. I spent years wishing that i hadnt looked at him.

I remember watching a guy jump off an overpass when I was little. My dad told me not to turn around and look as we passed, but I did anyway even though I was too young to even fully process what I was seeing.

Happened to be around when a kid in elementary school busted his head open on some kind of metal playground equipment. He must have fractured his skull because he was never really "quite right" after that.

Watched another kid run full speed and trip causing him to fall onto an exposed water drainage pipe. The force of the fall broke the pipe which then pierced through his shin. There was a shit ton of blood at the scene and a trail of it leading through the school when the teachers brought him inside.

I once sneezed, burped, farted, and coughed at the same time. It was painful and I blacked out, when I woke up I was someone else. That was 12 years ago and I've been trying to sneeze, burp, fart and cough at the same time again in hopes it will put me back in my own body but no matter how hard I try I can't do all 4 at the same time.

On a tour of duty in Africa, a very big...Blob of meat that could barely walk around- if that bobbing movement he(?) did could even be called walking, stopped by our car and extended his hand to ask for handouts. I had seen gore, I had seen corpses, I had seen a lot, but that person, that person was so utterly disfigured, so deformed, the body itself was nothing more than a big blob of meat, with a hand on the side and something that barely resembled a face glued on top.

I really just felt miserable looking at that poor person, god, how many years had that man, or woman walked around in that state? How many years had that person spent asking for hangouts from soldiers? And worst of all, I knew we could do nothing for him/her. At most, gift this person a bottle of water we had on the truck... I'm not really disturbed by body horror, but to think this person has lived their whole life like that, in such a terrible place, and in such a terrible situation, it really hit me.

It is not my most fucked up experience because of how shocking it was, but because it genuinely just left me feeling miserable in a way I can barely describe, it has been 4 years now, and to this day, I'm still sorry for this person.

When I was 5 I climbed up on the kitchen counter slipped fell and a wine glass went straight up and smashed had to get surgery to get the glass out when we went home there was blood everywhere

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My most fucked up experience was getting rickrolled, traumatizes me to this day

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