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Mello. Was it deliberate to go that deep or accidental? Musing about this earlier and wondering why sh is getting so visually extreme these days, were u part of an online community when doing this?

All answers appreciated 😘

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It was deliberate, at the time I planned to go to bone but I was living in a college dorm and privacy is not always guaranteed yk. I'm not sure why sh has gotten severe, from my point of view it's hard to find others who cut this deep, to could be for a number of reasons including that the self harm community is more competitive than any of us like to admit, it's rarely stated but people are always comparing the validity of their cuts to each other based on the depth. And yes I am currently in a couple communities.

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It's a mix of competitiveness and needing more to get that feeling, if my memory's right. Like how druggies end up needing more to get the same high as when they first started. So basically, it's a mix of wanting validation and to get that same dopamine hit as before.

(Feel free to correct me)

Also, I hope you can get past the addiction eventually. It's really not a great one to have from experience <3

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Yea it's exactly this.

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Really appreciate your insight. Thanks bro.

Fyi If you ever need to vent to a anon online or whatever just spam my msg box. 😘

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I hope your okay now:raccoon:

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I'm okay

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:#marseyknowthatfeelbro:

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