[Deleted by author.]CHILD WARNING (CHILD WARNING) Robb Elementary School Shooting // Uvalde school shooting // Slavador Ramos // Full Coverage
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was friends with sal . wasn't really shocked to hear the news when i found out . he was a very violent and verbally abusive person . he often talked about rape fantasies with me and it made me really uncomfortable but i found him attractive so i just kinda went along with it . to this day i still get very dark thoughts about the shooting . i wish he would have taken my life instead . i deserve it more than those kids . they were just kids , they hadn't even lived their life . i've already done everything i want to do in life , so if it were to of happened to me i wouldn't even care . i also wish i would have done more when he was still alive . i wish i would have reached out more . wish i would have been more persistent with him getting help or even opening up about how he was feeling . he was very mentally disturbed . some of the things he would talk about i had had intrusive thoughts about but i had never once wanted to act on them . he constantly talked about how he wanted to act out on his fantasies and basically said if the opportunity presented itself he would take it . i often wonder if things would have played out differently had i done more . but i think i know deep down that it wouldn't have been any different and that's what upsets me the most . sorry for the rant , i don't ever really talk about this and i haven't had a stable therapist in over 2 years so i guess this is kinda the only place i can comfortably talk about this and know i won't freak anyone out .
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i'll take 'Things that never happened' for 500 Alex
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it did . he was very active on yubo , which i use actively still . i met him through there . don't care if you don't believe me though , it doesn't change the truth .
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Well, if we're wishing for things...I'd rather him have taken himself out only and not you OR those kids. You certainly don't deserve to die either. :-)
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thank you . i think i wish he would have gotten the help he needed . he was talented in many things . he could have gone very far in life had he gotten help and had better friends that didn't just encourage his bad behaviour .
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Hey girly. You are worth it, and I am more than just proud of you for being able to overcome something like this. You are stronger than you think. Just don’t forget there was nothing you could’ve done differently with him…. Unfortunately his mind was set, and that wouldn’t have changed until he did was he set out to do. Keep your chin up, and continue staying strong. You did whatever you could given the circumstance. Don’t let his actions, what HE did, leave you feeling guilty. It was him and him alone.
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thank you very much for your kind words , i really appreciate the support <3
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Should've told him to kill himself sooner smh.
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i don't lack empathy . i saw a lot of myself in him and that's why i wanted to help him so bad because i saw a lot of my struggles in him . i saw a person that had potential and just need guidance . i had too much hope in him and i realise that now , though i never thought he would have done what he did . it's a very touchy subject for me to this day , especially with the one year anniversary of the shooting coming up , it's bringing up a lot of emotions right now . i know what he did was bad , but before then i didn't think of him as a bad person , i saw someone lashing out and saying extreme things for attention . i know now that i was wrong about him , but i don't know if i would go as far as saying i wish i had told him to kill himself . would that have been a better solution than what happened ? sadly , yes . i hate to say that someone ending their own life would be a better thing to happen but it's just the truth . i wouldn't want it to be on behalf of me though . i would not be able to handle the guilt if he had killed himself because i told him to . that's very serious . i understand your feelings though and where you're coming from .
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condolences.. ive read everything youve sent and it looks like youve got a good handle in life right now. but.. im a little concerned this is the only place you feel like you can talk about this. What about your closer friends? are you really okay? if it helps, i can anonymously introduce you to some other friendly people thru discord. invitation is open to anyone really, ya'll seem like a decent bunch its ironically heart warming.
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Honestly in your defense there are a lot of fucking weirdos out there, even violent weirdos, that dont go on to kill a bunch of innocent children. Pretty much none of them do. Theres absolutely no way you could have possibly known. Im sorry youre carrying this burden though:( you dont deserve it.
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You are so brave to talk about knowing him and being so honest. I know it must've been so hard to comprehend and live with what he did.
Stay strong💕
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