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My own suicide attempt (AFTERMATH)

Back in February of 2023 I grabbed my .308 sniper and tried to kill myself. I missed the target.

HERES THE LINK TO THE UPDATE

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/aftermath/post/109038/my-own-suicide-attempt-aftermath-update

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I'm so glad you did not succeed. Your life matters! This whole experience will have a purpose. It may not reveal itself for years, or decades....it may not even be about you.....but it matters. YOU matter. Glad you're still with us, bud. :marseyklennyheart:


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This is the last comment I'd thought I'd see on this website

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Some of us are here as a reminder of just how precious life is.

I hope your username isn't declaring how you feel about yourself. :sadhug:


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bro i am suicidal too, but i go to the gym and torture myself there, thats how i cope

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Lift heavy stone, make sad head voice quiet

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Make pain in bicep -> pain in soul goes numb.

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preach bro

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I think that preaching is not that helpful

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I think otherwise

who is right?

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Even if people have an agenda against you as you said before and I've seen in comments, true humanists that love morbid curiosity would draw the line at this and messing with kids or torturing innocent animals.

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torturing innocent animals? messing with kids? what are you talking about? i never did any of this shit?

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Oh I meant about just in general about degenerates not you dude, sorry I'm buzzed after work and could type this out better.

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yeah sure, those fuckers will burn in hell!

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That's true, I'm one of them

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im also suicidal but watching gore kinda makes me cope considering it shows how much i should appreciate life.

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bro is it just me or did suicides kinda seem cool. but then when actually seeing them u realize how shit it is

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Same

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That's you

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allahu akbar

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Hope you get to meet him soon

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Allah Indeed is the greatest.

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King!

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Same keep hitting bench press pr

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maybe one day the bar slips, but until then i am making the girls uncomfortable by screaming like tom platz

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No need to “torture “ yourself take this as an life improvement hour .

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Please suicide and film yourself

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Pls send nudes.

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If he died he obviously couldn't upload that duh 🙄

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bitch ass nigga

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i can bench press ur fat ass mom

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i can hip thrust triple his obese moms weight

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pause, kinda homo

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unpause im wearing socks

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he's just practicing for when he beds a hot chick, also if he's wearing socks it's not

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What's your pr?

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100kg kinda sitting on that currently

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Oh sweett

Just hit 120kg 2 weeks ago and got fucked by a subacromial bursitis in my left shoulder so ig I got myself 4 weeks left of straight legdays :marseygunshotsuicide:

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Not bad, eat more protein and take 1-2 rest days, that's how I got to 170kg this far, wish you luck on your lifting journey :marseythumbsup:

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100% ur a fat out of shape dumbass who can barley bench 90kg with shit form and you bounce the bar on your fat belly. Shut up.

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projecting lately?

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Don't listen to him bro, just workout till you stronger lmao

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No my friend. Im a 253 lbs bodybuilder. I deadlift 650 with ease. Go be suicidal on Facebook or something. Loser

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Stop being rude.

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k suicidal nigga

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helps me put weight up and down so idc too much

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Bros so nice and wholesome

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Yes, indeed. Over 8 billion of us on earth and we still need daily reminders about how 'precious' life is. Do you really need/want coins that badly? Because everything you say is complete, phony/deluded bullshit that is clearly meant to pander to the lowest common denominator. You're corny as fuck.

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"look at me i'm so sigma and i lack of emotion"

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Seen and acknowledged.

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Thank you! Now come sit in my lap and I'll read you a bedtime story. Don't worry little one....you'll grow up one day :marseypeace:


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how old are you ? got the thought process of an edgy 12 year old 💀

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That's the problem you face - the differences between the thought processes you describe and those of a genius are fundamentally indecipherable to most.

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Cute twink

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Yes, yes. Im better than you. Relax. There's plenty of other humans you probably rank above from an intellectual standpoint. I'm not one of them. Merry Christmas though!

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💯

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I allways ask to myself what could I do to save a suicide person if I was there in that moment.

If you want to talk with someone, I'm here. I can't say every life matters, but that's my opinion because of rapers and gangs things, and you don't look like none of them.

I think depression is something that don't deserve a life, there are so many things that you can learn and see, and may you can live with it being happy.

Back to black can wait.

Who knows, maybe you can meet people in the last site you can ever imagine and maybe, meet other countries :marseyflagchile:

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Well said. Three :marseycerebrus: years ago I used to finish work, buy a litre of vodka :marseyrussian: and sit in the dark by the canal and wonder :marseyquestion: how much I'd have to drink :marseyfeedme: to bring myself :marseypain: to stepping off the side. Obviously I decided not to in the end and I'm here today, sober, and enjoying my life. It's far from perfect, but it's MINE, and I remember...the only person :marseypennyboo: who can change things is myself :marseypain:

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One day at a time

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Thank you for staying. I hope life is treating you better now. If you need someone to vent to, my DMs are open. We can chat. I've attempted 2 years ago too and came off with a snapped rope and a broken nose. Best thing that's happened to me. I've come full circle. You are cared for. And I'm here (sometimes I forget to check WPD tho, hahaha).

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god and gym works wonders on depressed people, and also going outside

but heavy depression is just some fucked up shit

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Going to the gym actually surprised me. My mood, my sex drive, my outlook, my appreciation for the little things. All of it improved. I can't currently go to the gym (health issue) and I can see a drastic difference in my mental health. And I'm no gym rat.

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mental have is proven to have anti depressant effects on the mind and body

it also cause you to "go outside" which also has these effects

and it also therefore creates a overall better environment for you and with that better outcomes, its like a upward spiral

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A lot of us have real empathy, even tho it might seem strange on a site like this. Sure sometimes I watch just to watch but I generally use what I see to prevent death. I don't like people dying horrible deaths or want anyone to kill themselves but I can at least try to help where I can. Even if it's just to say "you matter" or "you're not alone". Hell it'll come in handy if I ever have a kid. I can hopefully avoid a lot of the terrible shit that can happen to kids that people just don't really talk about.

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Seriously dude - me too - I am glad you 'missed'.

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Its good to see that kind of comments sometimes

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hey, don't do this

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I love you and your energy. And I stand by what this lovely witch has said. So glad you're here with us. We're here for you

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Love you, Rat! :!marseyblowkiss:


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Love you too!!

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Nothing matters... just sayin.

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He did it wrong also. he would shot into his face. not brain fuckin retard.

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Also cant even keep his guns clean. sticky firing pin

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