Had to get stitches on all the other ones. This is my first one that isn't

↑ taken recently

NOTE: this is NOT the batman signal, just a simple bat outline

Spider Web

↑ taken sometime last year

Animal Scratch on the Ribs

↑ some small blood vessels can be seen under dermis

↑ scar is no longer hard and painful. pic was taken a few days ago.

This one was easily one of the most painful cuts i've done. healing was a huge pain too, inconvenient spot so the bandages kept sliding. during the early stages of scar healing, when i would get cold, these would tighten and if i bent to the side it would be so tight..not so much the case anymore thankfully

I'm aware that these aren't perfect, i never expected them to be. It's hard to do on yourself without proper tools and skill.

These were for art purposes, not self harm. It is in the self harm category bc it fits best here.

this clip is pretty popular among shtwt dwellers. (myself)

I don't self harm anymore due to monthly safety checks by my dear mother (it sucks ass bro I miss cutting sm)

A lot of this is by coldness in my heart

ATTENTION

before you comment anything please know that NON of this is oc i don't do any self harm and enjoy !

This one is my favourite lmao

Bruh

Capillary / form of blood vessel in bottom left

0:15 for them digging it out of the wound

This post is going to be a little long but these are a collection of skinnings i did on my arm..yes i am seeking help, i will be going to and intensive out patient treatment and be getting a peer worker for support. i am in therapy and on meds, don't tell me i need help..i know i do and i am getting help

Section 1

progression

skin

breakdown of the different layers

serous fluid + plasma leakage

day 34 (fully healed) it's dry but not really tight

Section 2

link to the post where there is progression + skin pics

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/selfharm/post/122999/arm-skinning-oc

fresh

51 days of healing

Section 3

fresh

skin

Section 4

progression

i initially wasn't expecting to do a skinning here, i was trying to avoid it but i underestimated how triggering having a square cut is

skin + skin jar

addition to it to satisfy the urges

skin

plan to add onto it to connect it to the other scar

finished result

skin

scar

Section 5

plan

finished results

skin

plan to connect it to the other scar

finished results

healing + slough debridment

information on slough and it's management

https://www.pcdsociety.org/resources/details/management-of-slough-in-diabetic-foot-wounds

Section 6

plan

the purple dot on the top wound is just scar tissue

finished results, i did cut the triangles out

skin

Section 7

plan

finished results

skin

Section 8

plan

finished results

skin

Section 9

plan..the skin spots haunted me, i had to take them out

finished results, these creep me tf out

skin + skin jar

Section 10

plan..only did one side but i expanded it

Section 11

plan

first cut, reached fascia and have an exposed blood vessel

progress i guess

skin

Section 12 - Completion of Section 10

progression

skin

Section 13

plan

finished

Section 14

completed

skin

Section 15

plans

progression

skin

Section 16 - Healing Updates + Miscellaneous

refilling my skin jar with 91% isopropyl alcohol

blood spill from sections 7, 12, and 14

These are not meant to be pretty, they are a result of my OCD/OCPD obsession of filling space and the goal was to make it a wall of scar tissue to quiet my mind..I am trying to stop but it is much easier said than done..and yes, i am officially diagnosed with both OCD/OCPD

The reason I save the skin is because I feel like I'm wasting it otherwise.

I will continue to update this post but here is a link to my public archive where you will see more like this and in general deep wounds: https://t.me/+CyaY519JM1FlOGYx

I am not attention seeking, I am simply sharing the harm I've done to myself as it fits the flair

Do not ask me what I use to self harm or what techniques I use and do not romanticize or glorify my harm

pathetic

when i first looked at this i saw that lil yellow stuff and wondered what it was for the user.. i hope they are in recovery 🐕

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Anonymous because i forgot their user 😭