This is so sad. I can only imagine the horrors he went through that made him do it. If you're feeling hopeless, please seek professional help. Your life is important.

Credit to AMediocreRobot, the guy from the original upload

I hope this plays for you guys , for me one played on laptop &the same one wouldn't play on my phone

Not sure where this is from, probably South Korea or Japan.

if only more of them would do this

Ricardo Lopez, who was more known by the name Bjork Stalker, was a pest control worker living in Hollywood, Florida. Lopez had become obsessed with the Icelandic singer named Bjork, and had devised a plan to take her life using a letter bomb he created that was laced with sulfuric acid.

Lopez recorded himself as he prepared his bomb, often mumbling and making incoherent statements as he worked. After finishing the bomb, he mailed it off to Bjork, who was residing in London at the time, then returned home and filmed his suicide. His body, along with the video, and a handwritten note, were found by police several days later. After reviewing the video, the police in Florida contacted Scotland Yard, who were able to retrieve the package before it arrived to Bjork's residence.

Here is the video that was recovered from Lopez's home by police.

https://archive.org/details/RicardoLopezVideoDiary

Denis Muravyov and Katya Vlasova, or known as “Russian Bonnie and Clyde” were a teenage Russian couple and on November 14th 2016, the pair encountered a shootout with police that resulted in their deaths.

(Additional info)

-Denis Muravyov (14.8.01 - 14.11.16) And Katerina Vlasova (10.9.01 - 14.11.16) were a teenage Russian couple who had gotten together 7 months prior to their runaway and standoff. They had met at their High School and started dating sometime in April of that year (2016), even though both sets of their parents were against their relationship.

-On November 10th Katya snuck out to a friends sleepover even though her curfew was 21:00. Her mother found her that night and a heated argument broke out between them, which supposedly ended with Katya sustaining bruises to her neck.

The next day Denis and Katya stole their parent's credit cards, withdrew money and took a bus to the Town of Strugi Krasnye a moderate distance away (80km). When they arrived in Strugi Krasnye they headed to Katya's Stepfather's Summer Home nearby.

-On their third day at the house, (November 14th) Katya's Mother and Grandmother began knocking on the door early in the morning. Denis & Katya answered the door, and Denis asked them to go away.

Katya was standing behind him with a Knife in her hand, which wasn't intended to be threatening according to her recounting of the event in one of their livestreams; but when her Grandmother noticed it she lunged at Katya trying to take it from her, in the process cutting Katya's Hands.

Denis then Drew the TT-33 Pistol, shot Katya's mother in the right hip, and they Barricaded themselves inside while Katya's relatives retreated to seek help and call the police.

Shortly afterwards the Police arrived outside of the house, and were going to try and negotiate with them; but as they began to, Denis appeared in an upstairs window and opened fire on their van with one of the shotguns.

One officer was injured although not severely and the Police fled to the cover of Bushes further down the road.

-An unknown but short time later, Denis & Kaya began live-streaming to Periscope.

During the Livestreams which altogether spanned almost 2 hours; they answered classmates questions in shock at their school, Fired at the empty van, a TV inside before throwing it outside as it began to smoke, Prepared and ate Noodles, and towards the end began Drinking Alcohol, and Chainsmoking as reality began to set in.

-Their final livestream began briefly showing the shotgun lying infront of them, and all throughout they were sullen and quiet. Between their answers to questions, only Katya sniffling was audible. As the stream closed to an end, Katya avoided eye contact with the camera, tearing up while she said their last words. "Thanks everyone for your support. For the time we spent together. This was really awesome. We will miss you. Love you. Goodbye."

-Katya was too afraid to kill herself, as she made clear towards the end of their streams, so she asked Denis to do it for her. She sat on the couch in the upstairs room where they recorded almost all of their livestreams, and Denis shot her in the face; before getting down on his knees in front of her and shooting himself in the face.

-An overview of the couch Katya died on, with the Shotgun resting against the arm of it, and her brain matter visible on top of a TV in the lower left corner.

-On November 18th they were laid to rest with Denis being buried first, and Katya being buried second. Shortly after, and a slight distance away.

Source:

https://everipedia.org/wiki/lang_en/colleen-ferreri-baltimore-maryland

On April 24th, 2017, Colleen took to Facebook to say her final goodbyes before she decided to take her own life using an AR15. Moments before her suicide, the police arrived in time to attempt to change her mind.

For more than ten minutes, the police, in pure urgency for the matter at hand, struggle to save Colleen. During the encounter between both parties, Colleen expresses that she has been an inadequate mother to her amazing daughters. As the cops say to her: "let me help you", Colleens responds with, "There is not help dude, I suck at life". She also says the following throughout the interaction about herself as a mother to her daughters:

"Ok. Ok. Ok. Let's talk about how I am a piece of shit of a fucking person dude and I don't fucking deserve the wonderful children I have in life... They're fucking Angels and I am a piece of shit... One of my kids is fucked up in the head because I am such a shitty mother...Clearly I can't take care of her at fucking at all because I suck at life. You don't fucking know me so who are you to judge... Get the fuck away from me man."

They also have an interaction regarding the use of guns. The cop tries to get her to put the gun down, and fails when Colleen says that it's going to be either one or two people she would take with them. She says. "I am not threatening you with my gun, I am only threatening me with my gun. If I point my at you would you point yours at me?" The cop then answers: "Nobody wants that". She then says:

"My kids are better off without me... Everyone is better off without me I am piece of shit and I am a fucking loser... Everybody's better off without me I suck at life I am a piece of shit and I deserve everything that's going to happen to me."

In the final moments, Colleen raises the gun after she tells the negotiator police man about her other daughter some more - reflecting upon her. She then raises her gun and the cop tries to stop her, but then it was too late.

Her twitter account:

https://twitter.com/c0lleenerz

Just had these sitting around so I’ll post. Basically Ricardo Lopez was obsessed with this islandic singer called Björk but I think didn’t like who she was seeing or something idk so anyway he mailed here an acid bomb which can be seen in the video (next to his cock) but anyway after he sent the bomb and shaved his head for some reason he just before committed suicide saying “This is for you” before shooting himself. Oh yea fbi found the tapes and contacted Scotland Yard and package was intercepted and safety detonated. Also Idfk how this site works so I’m gonna attempt to add images so I hoped those worked and if they didn’t I’ll put them in a.zip file. Oh I also don’t know if the body picture is real I can’t find a source. And for good measure I’ll send the police report aswell https://mega.nz/file/wlwSQYRZ#sxVQkPftoAj-jjolnUt1ch4iRR4YfWkOxedcQmK1fJ0 here’s wiki link for those more interested https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ricardo_L%C3%B3pez_(stalker)